Listen to your inner voice before you decide what to do.
You have a strong desire. It's exciting, isn't it? There's an itch that you want to scratch. It feels daring and secretive at the same time. Only you know what you truly want. Only you know the passion and desire that is building up inside of you. Will you give in to burning temptation? Will you open the flood gates and allow the cool waters of fulfilment to wash over you? It's exciting just to think about the possibilities and the anticipation is sweeter than sugar.
Just because something is urgent doesn't mean that it's important. It's easy for important work to get interrupted by urgent, but unimportant, tasks. Try to prioritise.