There is a great burden on your shoulders, but you will soon find peace.
You're a work of art. Beauty and wonder is encoded on every strand of your DNA and the world can see it. So why are you doubting yourself so much lately? Your uniqueness is a blessing and a treasure. You are a treasure. The world needs you. Life needs you. Be kind to yourself and appreciate yourself. You're wasting too much energy on self-doubt. It's far more productive to spend that energy on fun, happiness and self-acceptance.
You might lose this round to someone else, but that doesn't mean you won't be back again tomorrow with a fighting chance of winning the next round.