Financial benefits will come from your sincere desire to help others.
Pressure from the outside world, coupled with an uncharacteristic lack of self-belief, may be causing you to feel low or under stress. You have some important decisions to make, and some important work to do, but you can only make things happen if you take control of your emotions and filter out all of the unnecessary negativity that is creating mental anguish and confusion. Place more trust in your intuition, and your own abilities, and seek out the support you need in order to move forward.
You can't punch your way out of this one. The best way forward is to plan, prioritise and persist.