Love and infatuation are not necessarily the same thing. Be aware of your true feelings.
What you do at this time will have a surprisingly positive effect on your future. What seems like a simple task soon becomes a shining example of creativity and ingenuity. Your efforts will be admired and appreciated.
If you find yourself applying for a job that you're not completely qualified for, don't highlight this in the cover letter. Let them find it out in your resume. This way, you've at least given yourself a chance to be noticed and scrutinised. You never know. It's worth a try.