You have an advantage that others will envy. Make the most of it.
Happiness isn't about working yourself into an early grave so that you can buy things that you don't need in order to impress people that you don't know or like. Don't get caught up going round and round in a cycle of endless consumption. It won't bring you the happiness that you seek. It's just a distraction.
Standing still is comfortable, but it's unproductive. Hustling is hard work, but it will get you closer to what you want. Be persistent.