Love and lust are two different things. Be aware of your current feelings.
No matter how many times you fall down, all you have to do is get up just one more time. It may seem like an enormous challenge, but you can do it; you can stand up one more time. If you fall again, you can stand up again. As the old proverb says: fall seven times and stand up eight times.
Distractions don't just steal your time, they steal your focus. If you can minimise distractions, you'll be more productive.